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Sunday, December 13, 2009

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Under the Blacklight
By Rilo Kiley
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The Kill Me Experiment

The Kill Me Experiment

You pull me up

You drag me down

You spin me about

Poke me, prod me

I try to be brave

As I see you looking down

Upon me in your black dish

I nearly escaped through the cracks

But you fed me on my way out

And now I’m fat and stuck

And I see my ugly reflection in your eyes

Trapped until you decide to try your experiment again

I stare still as the walls spin around

The walls stare as my pieces spin about

I think I’m alone now

I think I’m in this on my own now

I’m cold alone now

You’re gone, and I try to patch the hole you create

Your brief fire won’t keep me alive

It’s my time to escape

You disappear again and again

But the worms find me

They think you left me to die

They wanna enlarge the hole you create

They wanna eat me alive

I try to be brave

I try to behave

I tiptoe across the cold ground

Dragging my chains

Pretty like ribbons

The bit hard in my jaw

Makes my head explode

The ground shakes beneath me

It wants to swallow me whole

I’m almost to the door

And I hear footsteps

I see a shadow move across the

Light sliver dancing on the floor

I’m stunned, I’m numbed by memories of

When I felt whole in your arms

And now, you cut me with smiles

Your eyes burn me and

You lay me in your Petri dish

Scarred and damaged

I didn’t escape this time

But I don’t want to die

I try to be brave

The walls begin to spin again

I see myself in your eyes

I know I’m trapped until

You disappear and I try again.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

NEW PAINTINGS at REJCEL.com

A Sampling of Four New Paintings at REJCEL.com:

The Escape thumb

Untitled 01 thumb

Untitled 02 thumb

Untitled 03 thumb

 


Thursday, August 20, 2009

modern day Mr. Darcy

do you think modern day Mr. Darcys exist?  i feel like i'm at the butt end of an apathetic joke, if it is a joke indeed, and i've no idea what i could have done.  i don't mind being hated necessarily (for some reasons, i welcome such fervor), but in this case, i don't even know why i am repulsive.  any defect i have, even if i'm unaware of it, i wish to know.  thus far, any attempt i've tried to feel out the situation has been met by silence, coldness, and sometimes even contempt.  yet, at the same time, the person has entrusted me, employed me for a commission.  i am at a loss. 


Monday, June 01, 2009

new paintings on REJCEL.com

here is a sample...

Elephant sm 

Rhino sm


a new poem

Warrior Lady

What you say is I am a wall

Well, I hope it’s tall enough

For only a noble soldier to scale

No skin, no soul, no bounty

For the weak morality

Did you hear about the beauty

That precedes me?

Another tale, another story

It’s a part you can’t play

Forget about the jeweled light

It’s death wrapped lovely

And I always carry an extra spear

To pierce them before they pierce me

My mission is incomplete

So many masks, such obscurity

Not here, not me, no way, no way

My heart is not free

Full of ignominy

Since I’m the warrior lady

And I’m on a killing spree

How will you ever stop me?

Consult your tales, consult your stories

They didn’t write one about me

Female dragon raider

Double dagger conveyer

It’s just better to run

Run away, run away while you can

Just run

  

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