The Kill Me Experiment You pull me up You drag me down You spin me about Poke me, prod me I try to be brave As I see you looking down Upon me in your black dish I nearly escaped through the cracks But you fed me on my way out And now I’m fat and stuck And I see my ugly reflection in your eyes Trapped until you decide to try your experiment again I stare still as the walls spin around The walls stare as my pieces spin about I think I’m alone now I think I’m in this on my own now I’m cold alone now You’re gone, and I try to patch the hole you create Your brief fire won’t keep me alive It’s my time to escape You disappear again and again But the worms find me They think you left me to die They wanna enlarge the hole you create They wanna eat me alive I try to be brave I try to behave I tiptoe across the cold ground Dragging my chains Pretty like ribbons The bit hard in my jaw Makes my head explode The ground shakes beneath me It wants to swallow me whole I’m almost to the door And I hear footsteps I see a shadow move across the Light sliver dancing on the floor I’m stunned, I’m numbed by memories of When I felt whole in your arms And now, you cut me with smiles Your eyes burn me and You lay me in your Petri dish Scarred and damaged I didn’t escape this time But I don’t want to die I try to be brave The walls begin to spin again I see myself in your eyes I know I’m trapped until You disappear and I try again. |